Is it normal to think of life as pointless?
I have been "depressed" as of lately and right now I keep thinking about how pointless life is. I don't see the point in anything, I am only alive because if I died my family would be effected and the fact suicide is just scary. I don't have the courage to pull it off so I'm just dwelling in my room thinking about how time just goes by and everything is just sad and pointless. I mean, some things are temporarily fun, but eventually everything dies so there's no point. My brain doesn't even work how it used to. I used to be very good with language and now I can't even form a sentence well. It's been a few years and I've been falling in and out of this thought pattern. So does anyone else feel this way?