Is it normal to think of killing someone in a war ?
I'm in the army now , and I think there is something wrong with me .
Lately I have been thinking of what will I do after I kill someone , I found myself wandering off into distant future and imagining having like a tattoo on my forearm where i had tattooed a line for every enemy i had killed in the war.
I quickly pulled myself out of that daydream and started thinking if there is something wrong with me and why would i do something like that.