Is it normal to think of dudes during sex with your girlfriend
I have a girlfriend I love, and we have awesome sex. When she's not around I miss her. We'll text each other hot little teases and get each other worked up. Yet, when we finally are together and having sex, I keep thinking about guys.
I basically feel like I need to think about guy on guy sex to orgasm. It's not a relaxed feeling. It's like a "think about something hot quick or I'll never cum" panic.
There was a time where I thought I was bisexual, but couldn't go through with anything. Something just felt wrong and didn't interest me when the opportunity came up. I'll look at bisexual or gay porn on occasion though.
I may have been sexually abused as a kid, but I don't know if it qualifies. All I know is it creeped me out.
Anyway, the problem is I feel like I have to think about dudes to get off while having sex with my girlfriend, but I love her and don't want to leave her.