Is it normal to think of death 2 to 3 times a day?

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Hey guys I'm a frist year college student living alone. I don't often hang out with friends and I'm still single. I can't come home on the weekends like my mates do because it is too far away. So after classes, I usally talk to myself, or enter some chatrooms to find some chat partners. What I find strange is I think of death at the same time I do these things. And I also think of it one more time before sleeping. I keep wondering in my mind what the best way to commit suicide is? Indeed, I have googled that a few days ago and I got really excited with what I've found. Plus I often joke about me killing myself with my friends and chat partners. They say I'm crazy to say such thing but I only feel normal, a bit fun and yeah, excited. What happened to me and do you think it is normal?

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  • yngveohlin
    8 years ago

    it's a pretty normal feeling, specially since you're in period of your life when you have to live by your own, and away from family. i've been there, and know how hard it can get. being a loner or being depressed temporarily isn't that bad. don't be scared of hitting lows in your life, that just means it can only get better from there. if you're legitimately worried about your lack of friends just try and talk to other students and ask them to hang out, or even go to a club or a bar alone, i'm sure you'll end up making new acquaintances one way or another in due time. hope everything goes well. also, don't let death scare you. don't supress the urge either, just learn to live with it until it slowly fades away. cheers.

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  • mysistersshadow
    8 years ago

    Please don't hurt yourself. Even if you don't care about living it will hurt other people and they don't deserve that done to them.

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