Is it normal to think like this?

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I'm putting this in health because I fear this could be a mental problem...
Every single day, I have very violent thoughts(although I never act on them), usually about people who irritate me in the slightest way. I really haven't ever told anyone about these thoughts.
I really try to push these thoughts from my head, but I really can't ignore these...urges...
I don't think I'd ever act on them, but who knows?
That's not all, though.
I always have the disgusting, insane feeling that my life is a joke to everyone. That they're somehow...superior?
I have a hard time putting this into words..
Sort of like...there's a huge secret they're all keeping from me.
I feel like I have to watch what I THINK sometimes...
I hate this...I have times when I seriously question my sanity, but other times, I feel as if there's nothing wrong.
Is this normal in any way?? Please, any feedback is needed...positive or negative. Anything, please.
Thanks for reading.

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  • [Old Memory]
    14 years ago

    Hello. You have a thing called intrusive thoughts. This may be linked to OCD.

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    • lovecats
      13 years ago

      I agree

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  • zenji
    12 years ago

    I feel sympathy. You sound paranoid to me. That must be so scary and just awful. I admire you for sharing your worries here. Go to the person you know the best who loves you the most and have them help you with this, just go from there.

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  • Afflicted
    12 years ago

    I know exactly how you feel. Sort of. Every day I go about doing normal things, when I'll get these vivid images in my head of me seriously hurting people. Slitting someone's throat, shooting someone and imagining the gore just everywhere. Then I think about their families and how they'd react. I feel like I'm constantly being watched, and that someone's always snickering or laughing at me or SOMETHING. Sometimes I get images of me cutting myself all over my body and just bleeding, or hanging myself, or something of that nature. I never do these, or want to do these things, they just keep appearing. You're not fucked up man, but maybe you should see a therapist.

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  • Thatguy777
    13 years ago

    You are one fucked up bitch!

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  • [Old Memory]
    14 years ago

    Sometimes when I pick up a chair, I wonder wat would happen if I hit them on the head... Strange right??? Although I never do it,

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  • grumpybarbie
    14 years ago

    Yep go see someone QUICK

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  • shrink
    14 years ago

    You need therapy.

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  • [Old Memory]
    14 years ago

    American Psycho.

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  • [Old Memory]
    14 years ago

    Is your name Patrick Bateman? Lawl.

    But hmm I think u definately should get help about that.

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  • [Old Memory]
    14 years ago

    You should go to a therapist although I think your probably ok it never hurts violent thoughts can be bad there was a stabbing at my school a year ago...

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  • blueplane
    14 years ago

    It sounds like you are dealing with simple insecurities that you are constantly thinking about, making you feel like you have a mental problem.

    You are probably fine, just try not to think about what other people are doing or thinking, just be calm and be yourself. It might help to write out what you are feeling or talk to a close friend about it.

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  • Enizzle
    13 years ago

    You're most likely a serial murderer just waiting for his first big score. The first time you torture a chipmunk and start a fire, I suggest you see someone. I just take it for granted that you're probably a bed-wetter.

    Yours in Jeedus.

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