Is it normal to think i love my bestfriend more than a friend

So I met this girl like 2 years ago in school (were both girls) , we were really close just after we met, we used to hug she used to hold my hand and even sit on my lap which made me feel weird but i felt right when i was with her i didnt care what people thought and this was before id totaly come out about being bisexual then about a year ago everything went down hill you see my other friend asked her out for me she rejected me after 2 weeks saying that she knew from the start but i guess she didnt no how to say it, but i mean after all that i still think i love her and i miss her alot is that normal?

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Based on 51 votes (44 yes)
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  • I didnt read it and can already tell its normal due to the title. I am curious to know if you actualy looked on this sites stories before posting this because about 50% of the stories on this site are basicly the exact same as this one. So yes its normal, no one cares.

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  • Angel_in_a_Glass_Dress

    It sounds like your friend is scared.

    It sounds like she had some urges - I mean sitting on your lap? - but when it came to admitting to them, she got scared and decided she didn't want it after all.

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  • GothBabe

    It's normal. My BFF in high school and I were like this, but it worked out for us.

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  • help_is_here

    As always, itduz has come to spread joy to the world.

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  • randomjelly

    FuckkkkkKKKKKKKKkkkkkkkjkjjjjjjkkjhxu hsbdh! Of course! Mother fucker! Shit.
    Ok. I'm done.

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