Is it normal: to think anime is better than life?
I watched this anime series calles Code Geass because i was curious as to why a girl had green hair(I never found out, but overall its quite irrelivant).
When i finished it I just thought it was so brilliant.
the most brilliant anything could ever be.
now i just keep watching it over and over.
its not taking over my life, i still carry that on fine, i just watch an episode here and there, but i always start right from the beggining again after watching the final episode.
i think that i really find my life so boring and insignificant i wish i could live like the characters in the anime, where my life has meaning and I can use the skills and intelligence i have for more than self satisfying time-wasting.
as a teenager, i feel stuck in a life where I'm bored in school(in this country an 18 year old who has not been held back at all can still be in high school, sigh). I wish i could hurry up and goto univercity so I can learn about what is I want to learn about, and not be stuck in this miserable cycle of life where I find a cartoon(albeit a masterfully constructed and entertaining) to be more appealing then everything else life as to offer me at this time.