Is it normal to think about ways to kill people?
Ever since I was pretty young I always played out ways how to kill people in my mind. For examples, I would be shopping in a grocery store and think about myself off centering a food shelf and making it crush people in a painful and grotesque manner. I would be walking in Times Square and think about flying a crop duster filled with sarin gas and killing everyone there. I would think about creating a disease that would kill everyone on earth. I would think about working at a popular Starbucks and poisoning everyone's drinks. It's not like I would actually carry these things out, but when I see things that are even remotely related to them I can't help but think about ways to kill everyone.