Is it normal to think about suicide?

First off, I am not a threat to myself nor am I going to kill myself. I do, however, think about it pretty often in an abstract way. I suffer from depression and have actually been suicidal, but right now I'm just thinking about it generally. I've thought about where I'd want to go, or how I'd do it if I were to do it, but I know I would never actually do anything. These thoughts don't really upset me or anything, so I'm not sure if every one thinks these things or if I've simply become so depressed that my own death doesn't even concern me. Again, I am not going to harm myself and am very safe in the comfort of my home, I was just wondering if anyone else thinks about suicide in the same abstract and distant way that I do.

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  • Blueslover

    Sounds to me that you know yourself and understand the difference between thinking about depression and contemplating suicide b

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  • KiritoxX

    I have in fact tried committing suicide, and it's not something I would suggest. As a result, I now have a breathing disorder. My neck muscles start having spasms, and I start choking. Can't breathe in, only exhale. After a little while, I'm able to relax and start breathing again. Don't make enough money to pay for the doctor, so I just deal with it.

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