Is it normal to think about my best friend while i masturbate?

I'm a lesbian for starters and I have this friend of mine that is the hottest woman I've ever seen. I like to masturbate to her picture and I love to think about her when I'm trying to get myself off. Is this normal? I would never in a million years try anything with her in real life. She's straight and is engaged to the father of her son. I masturbate to her picture in order to relieve myself without actually doing anything with her in real life. I always feel guilty afterwards because she's my best friend and has no idea how I feel about her. Is what I'm doing normal or messed up3

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85% Normal
Based on 13 votes (11 yes)
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  • dimwitted

    Normal. Eventually don't you have to tell her?

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  • Firsttaste

    I find nothing wrong with your fantasy,However be Honest with yourself and her about your thoughts, You might be surprised that she may also have the same thoughts as you and is afraid to express her self.Im 59 years old and find that honestly is the best possible way to get what you want. 😃

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  • d0esnormalmatter

    Find a woman similar who's lesbian and hit that I guess.

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