Is it normal to think about my best friend while i masturbate?
I'm a lesbian for starters and I have this friend of mine that is the hottest woman I've ever seen. I like to masturbate to her picture and I love to think about her when I'm trying to get myself off. Is this normal? I would never in a million years try anything with her in real life. She's straight and is engaged to the father of her son. I masturbate to her picture in order to relieve myself without actually doing anything with her in real life. I always feel guilty afterwards because she's my best friend and has no idea how I feel about her. Is what I'm doing normal or messed up3