Is it normal to think about dying a lot?
I think about dying almost everyday. I've been doing this for the past few months. Sometimes when I'm walking down the road I'll imagine a car or truck going out of its way to hit me. Sometimes it's about a past event, like what if I had drowned at the beach yesterday, or if my plane crashed. Sometimes I imagine being diagnosed with a terminal illness. The thing is that I'm not afraid of death, in fact I find the idea of it almost comforting. I don't want to die, I generally enjoy my life and hope to keep living it for as long as I can. It's not just about dying though, sometimes it's just pain. Like what if I lost an arm in an accident. Again, I don't want it to happen, but I'm not afraid of it.