Is it normal to think about death a lot?
I'm not scared of death. At all. I half want to enlist in the armed forces just so I can die for something. I think that to a well organized mind death is just the next great adventure. Now, I know all of you are picturing some skinny white emo kid, but I'm pretty popular and about 5'8" and 150 lbs. with very little body fat (okay, I AM pretty pale). However, uncharacteristically, I am fascinated with death, I don't want to kill myself, or anyone else, for that matter. It's a very complicated feeling. You'd never know any of this if you met me. It seems the more I think about it, the happier I act. I told this to 1 person and they got freaked out, so I'm asking you. is it normal to be fascinated with death?