Is it normal to think about being murdered every day?

I consider myself to have a pretty decent life, all things considered, and I have absolutely zero interest in having it end anytime soon. However, at least once a day, my train of thought is derailed by the phrase "somebody please kill me." At this point it's practically a mantra, but it's easy to shrug off and continue whatever I'm doing when it happens. It's not schizophrenia or any sort of personality disorder, I know for sure that I'm actively thinking it, although it has no practical meaning. I have noticed that it most often occurs while looking at my self in a mirror. Does this kind of thing happen to anyone else? Again, it's not an indicator of my psychological state, it's more like a mental tick.

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  • Doesnormalmatter

    That's pretty weird. I doubt it's to rare though.

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  • Cliche1234

    The thought of being murdered did randomly happen to me lately but it was because I am paranoid and I've problem trusting some people especially after a dark incident that happened in my family. Also, reading and watching bad news related to murders and serial killers might also be the factor of contributing this kind of thought.

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    • bleedingdiarhea

      What was the dark incident if you dont mind?

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      • Cliche1234

        It's a long story. One member of my own family was caught cheating through text message by his own wife. That night, the wife confronted her husband about it in the kitchen and totally roasted him to total humiliation.

        Her husband was critically mad about the confrontation and started throwing stuff out of fury and picked up a meat cleaver at the kitchen and threatened to hacked his own wife with it. We knew he would actually do it if the wife didn't stay silent. He sort of lost control over himself. Then, my big sis came to stop him and he choked my sis with his hands.

        Then, he realized the horrible thing he's doing after my sis was screaming as he strangled her so he stopped that crazy shit he's commiting. I was still a wimpy teenager back then and saw the incident. I feel guilty because I was too afraid to stop him unlike my heroic sis and is still very traumatized by the incident.

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        • bleedingdiarhea

          That really sux. Your brother in law sounds like a douchebag.

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  • I think about you being murdered too. Don’t sweat it.

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    • Just_to_Suffer

      Jeez, man, what did I do to you?

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