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Getting excessively upset over it? I'm talking about full on fantasising about parents/siblings dying and feeling sad and hurt and balling your eyes out over it. While on topic, is it normal to fantasise about murdering your father who abandoned you?
When I was around 6 I started imagining scenes of my grandma tripping and falling. I got very upset every night over it. At times somebody would turn the light on and find me in tears and I would either say nothing about it or make up some excuse about being hungry. Once my brother and I were at home by ourselves and he was sleeping so soundly that my morbid imagination and the unusual silence convinced me he was dead. I woke him up and then pretended I was just being annoying.
I do that.... and then I worry about if Ive jinxed it to come true by just thinking about it. Then I berate myself for being stupid.
This usually only happens late at night when I'm excessively tired.
yeah i do that lol, and then worry like hell that it'll come true, and as for the father thing...Well eminem does it so normal for me lol
Normal... but I got to a point where almost nothing makes me sad anymore... I don't feel any pity these days for nearly no one!