Is it normal to still think about him ?
I know this guy for 4 years, 2 years from the Internet ( saw him 2 times in concerts ), and 2 years I used to see him at uni. He used to have a style on the Internet, he was nice sometimes but mean the other times. We went out 4 dates last year before he falls in love with a girl ( she's now his GF) and tells me she's way better than me, she knows what, when and how to talk. But when I went out with him he used to tell me he likes me more than her, he tried to kiss me and make out with me but I refused because I knew there were someone else. He blocked me from everything and it's been a year and he's still on mind, I miss him but I hate him, I feel he's hot and attractive but ugly at the same time I wonder if he's thinks of me sometimes.. I start to like new guys but he's on my mind, we didn't talk since one year... Is it normal ?