Is it normal to still cry about this?
From about 2008-2009 I was madly in love with this girl, who never loved me back but I was fine with that fact, she loved me as a friend and that's all that mattered though it did heartbreak me. Her and I got into it and early in 2010 stopped talking and very much hated me, I still loved her, I was emotionally disturbed this on a deep level and refused to love anyone else, and haven't dated anyone or ever had as close of a friend. I tend to dislike people, but not her, this lasted for about a year about 4 months ago her and I made up, I still cry about much I miss having her so close, and sometimes before bed I lie there and just think of her, and how I'd love to be lying next to her. After 2 years, of never being loved back, and another year of not talking, I still love her as much as I first did.