Is it normal to sex chat with random people on internet?

Ever since I have gotten my heart broken by the man I am madly in love with, I have been having private sex chats with strangers on the Internet. I don't enjoy this, but my body does. I never did anything sexual with the man who broke my heart, but I am always thinking of him when I'm online. This sex chat bull shit has only been going on for a few days now, I hate myself for doing it, but I feel like I need to do it for some reason.
I'm so fucking depressed. Mostly about him.
By the way this man i have been in love with is old enough to be my father. When I think about that, it makes me sick. I'm pretty sure there are some underlying issues there, but it's how I feel. Please help me.

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Based on 106 votes (94 yes)
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  • help_is_here

    I personally believe love has no boundaries, including age. I think it's normal your chatting online because your thinking about the man you love dearly. Maybe you could try and Patch things up with him. You didn't mention how he broke your heart, but everyone deserves a second chance. I wish you the best of luck! :)

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