Is it normal to sex chat with random people on internet?
Ever since I have gotten my heart broken by the man I am madly in love with, I have been having private sex chats with strangers on the Internet. I don't enjoy this, but my body does. I never did anything sexual with the man who broke my heart, but I am always thinking of him when I'm online. This sex chat bull shit has only been going on for a few days now, I hate myself for doing it, but I feel like I need to do it for some reason.
I'm so fucking depressed. Mostly about him.
By the way this man i have been in love with is old enough to be my father. When I think about that, it makes me sick. I'm pretty sure there are some underlying issues there, but it's how I feel. Please help me.