Is it normal to see your partner as god?

I have the closest bond with my husband. Closer than you can imagine, trust me. Almost a year ago, I started having these feelings of wanting to worship him. Now we both attended church but are not hardcore Christians. My very high opinion of him has grown... I'm starting to see him as my Superior being. When I pray to the Christian God, I feel nothing. But once I pray to him, I feel relieved and comforted. I see him as perfect as a God can be. I'm not so worried about him leaving me once I finally tell him. But I just wonder if this is at least understandable and I'm not completely crazy. Is it normal? Please, do not shame me because it is "wrong" and you believe in another religion. I do not need that.

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29% Normal
Based on 35 votes (10 yes)
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Comments ( 19 )
  • Fall_leaves

    It's a little weird to worship another human being, no offense. Find a hobby.

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    • kingofcarrotflowers

      Your cat is so fucking cute

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      • Fall_leaves

        Thank you:)

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    • NyxScott

      I don't have many honestly. Since I'm trying to make this post a little more reasonable than it seems, I must say, I was never really raised with morals. I came up with them on my own. Religion was forced and never found me easily so I gave up. I've been reclusive since young and with Puritan views. There are other people that feel the way I do. "Her Love is my Religion" by the Cab has lyrics that are semi close to describing it. Now this song effing sucks don't get me wrong, and the lyrics aren't the best, but the meaning is relatable to me. Still weird? Maybe. But my love for him is deeper than all else.

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  • Terence_the_viking

    That shit is fucked up dude.

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  • LittleGirlRapedAndSodomised#1A

    What the fuck are you Adopt_Ass-Faust Hitler jackin oft two?

    ... listening to Neil Young right now track 14 ask for album if interested in my superior taste in music, ask the audiophile.

    All connections Gold bitch no middle man just pure analog

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    • NyxScott

      Every person on this planet thinks their music is superior. You're nothing special.

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      • LittleGirlRapedAndSodomised#1A

        I doubt highly that many people are as confident let along cocky ass fuck as myself, listening to Eagles hotel California right now, recording is superior, to date, original, 1982 pure analog.

        Heavenly bliss gorgeousness and gorgousity

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  • Tero

    I need a girl like you

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  • RoseIsabella

    That's totally messed up.

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  • CreamPuffs

    As long as you don't see him as the Christian God, I fully support your decision. In fact, that sounds kinda kinky.

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    • NyxScott

      Thank you. :)
      And, well. *Blushes*

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  • NyxScott

    Currently I have 39% Normality, but all I'm getting are comments saying it's not normal. Haha. Anyone have anything relatable?

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    • CreamPuffs

      When I was younger, in my teen years, I had this crush whom I thought was essentially perfect and wonderful. How I felt towards him was less loving, and more borderline worship. However in the end he said I was creepy and didn't want to be my friend anymore. Ever since I have only been able to see the people I fell in love with years later as people. That doesn't mean they are any worse then the original, and I'd still worship them in pretend or in foreplay, but I can't see them as any more then really good people. And some, I find out later, aren't even that. I'm not sure how relatable that was for you, but that's the only thing in my life that I can think of that's anything like your situation. You sound better off then I was though, because that was literally my first crush ever and you are married. He's likely not to be creeped out, and in fact he'll probably enjoy having you worship him. Especially if he has any interest in being the dominant role in the bedroom. Still, let him know softly. Tell him you worship him and wait for his reaction before doing worship-y things. You don't want to creep the guy out like I did. And so it isn't too sudden, you may want to refer to him as "master" Or "lord" Or something like that before completely coming out about your feelings.

      I'm honestly surprised how not normal this got voted. 25%? How has this thread got a worse ratio then a woman basically saying "I like to hit my son's testicles" which is still around 50%?

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      • NyxScott

        :) I appreciate the story, I really do. And I've kind of been leading him on to it, by small gestures. Of course he isn't picking it up really well, but he doesn't seem weirded out at all by my actions. And I actually thought this would get a worse rating! But now that I see something like that would get around 50%, I expect higher. XD

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        • CreamPuffs

          That's pretty fortunate so far. Good luck.

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          • NyxScott

            Thank you!

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  • mr.artiste

    Believing your partner and having faith in him is okay and good for the relationship but I think you have gone a little too far with that god thing. But hey, its your life.

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  • LittleGirlRapedAndSodomised#1A

    Who is he? Satan?

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