Is it normal to see everything this way?
That all the things that were awesome when I was a kid is shit now I feel like life is a giant joke played on us none of us have a purpose everyone dies and it doesn't matter I'm only 19 but it seems like everything gets shitty no matter howmuch money you got or anything I wanna be in grade 4 again and play have no worries I wanna not think about the things I gotta think about now and I think to deep like I want to know every detail about death. I wonder about a huge astroid coming to hit the earth noone would tell us the governments would keep it a secret.