Is it normal to research ways to die ?

Whenever I'm incredibly depressed or in a rage I find comfort in thinking up ways I could presumably kill myself and rid myself of all these problems. Sometimes I even go and research certain methods or check what I have available. Id never actually do anything to hurt myself, though, just like thinking about it. I realize this isn't normal, but I'm wondering if anyone else has the same experience.

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Comments ( 8 )
  • bumblecreek

    think about this, if you die, there could always be another chance waiting for you during life. no matter what anybody tells you, there's never a limit to how many chances you have in life. depression won't last forever, and when you get a chance to enjoy your life and make it better, well dying will just make you miss that chance.

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  • When I feel like killing myself, I masturbate.

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  • sexysonofsam

    come see me i will help you

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  • There's a show that show you a billion ways how people died. I forgot the title though. It was something like A thousand ways to die or something similar. I'm sure you would have lots of fun watching it.

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    • Legion

      1000 ways to die.

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  • AngAnders112

    yes I've done this as well. I was curious as to which way out would be the least painful, most effect, quickest and yet leave my body the least damaged since my parents are pretty big on open casket funerals. you're definitely not the only one who's ever done this!

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  • Guess that's better than researching ways to get away with murder >.>

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  • Sure, I guess everybody has their own way of coping with difficult emotions.

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