Is it normal to really seriously want to be a vampire
I am 41 and am still hoping that vampires are real. For as long as I can remember, I have a desire, almost an obsession with becoming a vampire. I am not afraid of death and believe in God. I just dont want to die...ever. And vampires are a total turn on. To me, they are sexy. I also love the power they have.. the powers vary on what book or movie your reading/watching. But they seem so so cool. They seem invincible, can do and say what ever they want and get away with it. In movies/books, they portray them as rich and successful. And danger is always there. So, I want to s be a vampire. I have read they are not real....but I refuse to believe it.. (Let's keep hope alive--how ironic...hehe). I so badly want to be one... Do you think I am crazy??
P.S. I am a total True Blood fan(the HBO series, True Blood)