Is it normal to randomly plan out a hypothetical murder?
Even though I do have a history of violent habits, his isn't necessarily out of hatred for the specific person or out of anger.
The most recent example was today, I read about a young woman who was sexually harassed regularly at her job as an engineer, she would make complaints, was told that if she kept complaining she would be fired, and she was. I put myself in her position, what would I do if I had a job I loved but had to make the decision to either deal with harassment or lose my job? The first thing that came to mind: Cool myself down for a while, and when I say a while I mean a few months or so, develop somewhat good relations with the harassers before killing them in their home. (my thoughts went into more detail about it).
This is just a recent example but this happens quite a bit. I don't have violent feeling towards anyone really (anymore) but my mind always does this. Dear god, please tell me someone else does this