Is it normal to question reality after a really bad trip from weed?
i have smoked marijuana before but always very little and so i have never felt fully out of control of even close. two weeks ago, i smoked with some friends but decided i wanted to get a stronger effect from it. I guess since im still somewhat of a newbie, i didnt realize how much i took until i was completely out of control. i felt a weird sensation going through my face and i felt relaxed and could see things in a different more creative way. all of a sudden i realized what was going on and laughed about it even,(i felt fine again, i though i was "back") but then like 5 minutes later (tho it seemed to me like 30) i realized i was still high and the whole time i though i was okay i wasnt. i dont know if im explaining myself too well but it felt like i was coming and going and i couldnt stay no matter how hard i tried. i had no control of my mind. i know i shouldve let go but i got too scared and i couldnt, i guess thats what traumatized me: that i tried so hard to stay in control of my mind but it still felt like i was going in and out of trances. now two weeks later, i still feel bad like ive have bad thoughts and i questions my reality, i feel fine but then i feel down all over again and i just cry and feel aalone and as if i'll never be able to get through this feeling. when i feel good, i just expect the bad to take over again (like when i felt i was stuck in trances in my bad trip) Ive nvr felt like this before so im pretty scared? has anyone felt this way and if you have, how did you cope? ive been trying to remind myself that everything is real and that i have to let go of the bad experience but it doesnt work Please Help!!