Is it normal to put someone above you based on their apperance?

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Idk why I do this it is very disturbing but when I was younger I Was really into Kpop so naturally I have a thing for Korean people. Every time I meet one or a see a Korean person on Youtube I can't help but feel belittled by them or like I don't have a right to talk to them. Like I put them above me before I even meet them. I think the reason is because for one I'm half black so I think that their skin is so beautiful and milky. I always remind myself of this and I feel like I should be kneeling down to them. I always try to combat these thoughts but they are kind of natural. I feel like I could never ever ever be on the same level and I would probably kiss their ass if I was their friend. But its just not with Korean people it is with anybody who I find prettier or has a better personality or is a really attractive non black person. I'm sick right?

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  • squeezepopgurl
    9 years ago

    As a Kpop fan, I understand feeling below my Kpop idols (but not the Korean population, lol) Asian boys typically like me me so if I meet korean's specifically I try to engage in convo with them to make myself feel equal. :S I do that with oppas, unnies, dongsaengs, and ahjumas. So TLDR; I understand... But not completely.

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  • [Old Memory]
    9 years ago

    Very bad to do! No one else is better than the other. That's ridiculous.

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  • thegypsysailor
    9 years ago

    You seem to be an expert at belittling yourself, almost a professional. Your self worth seems to be wholly based on your looks. Not really a very healthy attitude.

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  • RoseIsabella
    9 years ago

    Black is beautiful!

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