Is it normal to pay your sister's friend for sex?
So my older sister has had this friend for years now who is SO hot. Like she is literally so sexy and I've been fantasizing about her for ages. What's more she knows how hot she is and is always wearing tight clothes, and also knows how badly I want her: like she asks me how she looks in really sexy clothes and laughs at my embarrassment. It's driving me crazy!!! Tbh without trying to sound rude she's a bit of a slut and I know she's had sex with a few people I know who are both younger and older than her. I'm so desperate for her and I'm really debating whether I should pay her for sex, because I think she might say yes if the price is high enough (fyi I'm nearly 100% sure she'd never go for me otherwise). I know there'd be consequences if I did whether she said yes or no but like I said I'm desperate! Am I normal for thinking about this and should I go through with it?!! (Sorry this is so long btw)