Is it normal to only easily attracted or falling in love with gay guy?
well, I don't know why. this is frequently happens to me. I am a girl and easily to attracted/in love with gay guys because they are different than straight guys I don't get it why I feel that gay guy and normal guy is different. that is what in my deep heart feels. I have many friend that has a gay orientation, but when I goes out with em' as a best friend, I can't control myself I'll accidently confess my feeling to that guy e.g kiss/hug/tell that I love him more than just a friend. then he rejected me and he said he already have bf and only interested in guy only, not girl. Its really driving me crazy and dat things always makes me rejected/heart broken in a lot of times! I DON'T KNOW what the heck is happen to me. But when I going out/trying having a date with straight guy, I will feel nothing and uncomfortable. that is why I still didn't got any boyfriends. my best friend and classmates always said that :"why did cute and sweet girl like you still haven't got any bf?" I just shake my head then fall silent. I rather not answer to their question 'cuz they will thinks that I am weird/sick even I think to myself that I am!!...YES many hot guys in my school has ever flirting on me but that is not working and yet I rejected them..this is really frustating and depressing me please someone help? ;'c