Is it normal to only be turned on by being scared?

For context: I’m a male, I like guys and girls and whatever but lean towards guys.

Every time I fantasize my mind goes to horrible things like rape, torture, or gross things like insects, monsters, ect.

A few of my most common ones tend to be;
-Getting assaulted by monsters from horror movies I like
-Insects crawling inside of me
-Getting fucked in the eye socket or a stab wound
Ect.

I thought this was normal but when me and my friends were discussing fetishes they did not seem to share similar ideas and make fun of me now... :/

It seems like I can only get off while I’m scaring myself.