Is it normal to not want to die painless?
When I think about dying I realized that I don't want to die quick or painless or in a nice soft bed. I want to die in pain and slow to see how long I could do it or see how long my body can take it. Maybe because i would want to do something I have never done before and see how much pain or how badass I can be. I am not emo At all, I love life and I am what you call a bro but I just wAnt to know if other people feel the same