Is it normal to not wanna be with the guy of your dreams?
I still can't believe I met this guy. He is perfect for me. He's the guy Ive drawn in my head. Ahhhhhh. But its so amazing that I don't want to ruin it so I don't wanna be with him :/ Weve only been messing around, nothing more. Ya I love this guy and he likes me and it feels like we should just be together already cause each time we hang out, we just discover we have another thing in common, we're like twins. Oh and we have amazing amazing sex...it gets better each time that now we do it with no protection, nothing. I'm not on birth control and he stopped using a condom. I rather risk it with him though than anyone else. But besides the unbelievable sex, it can go so wrong I just have a feeling. I don't want it to so I just wanna keep it on the down low like we have been and yet still think and fantasize of what amazing things can happen if we were in a relationship.