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Title says it all really. I honestly do not care about my life, one, single. Bit. I would happily sacrafice my life for anyone, without a second thought. I view myself a purely expendable.
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I don't feel that different, OP. Life is kind of pointless. But it's also an advantage. When you don't care about being alive, you can do whatever you want - what is the worst thing that could happen to you? Death? Bring it on!
Sorry it's a long one i'll write in replies.A year ago I nearly killed myself. I had looked up how to and tied a rope from my skylight so I could hang myself, I didn't write a note as there was nothing to say other than the usual I don't care for or want my life and that I couldnt see myself getting out of the state I was in. I was going to smoke a joint and do it, during the joint my mum phoned to tell me she was near and was getting some food and asked if I wanted to grab something to eat. I realised that despite everything I wasn't selfish enough to kill myself.
I'm so glad you made the right decision. Well done in conquering that mountain, coming out of that darkness. Yes, it is a very selfish thing. I've been suicidal in that past and in the times I thought about suicide I tried to come up with ways I could do it which would make it seem like an accident (eg. driving my car into a tree.) I determined that many came at a risk of actually surviving only to be horribly impaired. Thankfully I'm through that now, but yeah suicide is one of the most selfish things a person can do because it leaves the living with so much baggage for the rest of their lives. You not only kill yourself, you kill a part of them, too.
For a while I resented myself for not doing it, I thought I'd have to live with this constant pain and feeliing of detatchment from everything for the rest of my life but now I know that killing myself would have been a massive massive mistake, sure i'm still not happy overall with my life and I have days in which feel down but I still find enjoyment in many things and I think that one day I will be fully content with my life, I can feel myself building towards it. I know you weren't talking about suicide but just because you dont value your life now it doesn't mean you wont at some point
Some people prefer risky lifestyles while others enjoy quiet contemplation, and then there are those in between. I would think that people attracted to dangerous activities (extroverts) have less concern for their own life so that they can do the things they enjoy. I also think this balance is necessary for the earth. As long as you're not depressed or suicidal or anything, this seems to be a pretty common mode of thinking. Just try not to be too careless, or you're just wasting this strength. Death by carelessness will not help anyone.
Yeah, I'm an extrovert I guess.
I've done skydiving a few times, uhhh.
I don't really think about the caring side of it, I think if I die, I die. The only thing I fear is not dying, and getting paralyzed, even then not that much, I've never watched alot of TV, if i get paralyzed, i can watch all the TV there is!
I feel the same way. If someone had a gun pointed to their head, I would trade places for the sake of that person. But no one is expendable. People love you. You yourself are worth saving
See, but then you get into this problem where somebody else values your life more than there own, and if you value this person, then it would be the ultimate cruelty to them to treat your life with so little respect.
I'm like that too. If I ever saw someone in danger and I could save them even if I dided I'd do it anyways. I don't care if I die but I don't WANT to die. Life just seems like something I don't care about.
Nah Im not depressed at all. Im really, really, really happy.
I don't know why I think like this in all fairness, i have a rough idea but im not 100% sure.
You gotta be kidding.. Or else something is seriously wrong with you, can we help you?... You need to open up abit more :).
Fyi, if you are just fooling around... Well, i would love a human toilet.
I don't really open up. In fact, I've never told anyone my feelings about anything ever. I've never asked for help with anything either.
The only reason Im putting it here is because its slightly anonymous, and I can ask more people at once, without anyone finding out. And its not classed as help, its like a poll to me.
You should elaborate on WHY you have no value on your life. Are you depressed or have a medical condition where you take medication ? You should consult a doctor or psychiatrist where you could further express why you feel the way you do.
Are you suicidal as well? I don't think it's uncommon to feel expendable at times or feel like your life is worthless. How old are you by the way ?
No im quite happy, I have a gorgeous girlfriend, two really good jobs, Im 20. I self-harm rarely, but i do put myself in unnessacary dangers.
I guess i have no value for my life because i think everyone else deserves their life more than i do. but im not sure
Pseudo emo wana be Attention seeking ?
I suggest long ball massaging twice daily and a glass of raw cat shit and milk - it will recharge yr inner psychic.
PS: we're you still looking at getting yr play station chipped?
My dealer know this guy who does it real cheap.
Hit me up if you still want it done.
i can think of MANY humorous ways you could kill yourself just message me & we can work something out just remember 2 record it