Is it normal to not understand yourself?

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I look in the mirror and i see a fat ugly person staring back at me. but i could never begin to describe myself i can't even describe my hair colour or my eye colour my hair is blond or sometimes its brown but it has a few natural ginger streaks in a certain light and my eyes are blue but with green speckles...
nothing about me is what i consider 'pretty' or even 'nice'
i love ym friends i do, you have to understand that i would do anything for them. but i have weird mood swings and i sometimes lash ou and hit and kick them. they don't talk to me for weeks and i go into a deep depression i never mean to hurt them even milliseconds after wards. i just have a weird URGE to hit them.
i don't know who i am.
but i don't like myself.
is this normal?

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  • [Old Memory]
    13 years ago

    lol just because you dont know what to brand your hair eyes and etc doesnt mean you dont know yourself neither do mood swings there are alot of people who make there outlook look good but dont know who they are atall on the inside which is why they try to shape there outlook

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  • [Old Memory]
    13 years ago

    I'm sure you are NOT ugly. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder and if you see yourself as ugly, you need some more self esteem.
    I don't know how to describe myself either. I'm so generic as my friend tells me. I can be cute an funny the one minute and "emo" the next. I have so many different likes and dislikes I contradict myself over and over.
    As for your friends, just try to keep yourself under control. You sound like a teen and teen years can be the hardest on you emotionally. Just know that like you are there for your friends, there are there for you. Try talking things our and never resort to hitting or kicking. That's a good way to loose a priceless friend.
    Good luck :)

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  • HOLLEY22
    13 years ago

    WHEN I WAS IN HIGH SCHOOL I SAID THE SAME THING ABOUT MYSELF,THAN I GAIN LIKE 10 POUNDS AND STARTED TO WISH THAT I WAS THAT PERSON I HATED SO MUCH .I HAVE LEARN TO LOVE MYSELF WHICH WAS ONE OF MY GOAL IN LIFE .

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