Is it normal to not trust your family?
Ok so I'm 18 in 5 days and my parents have been divorced for 10 of those years. Despite it being 10 years I'm still dealing with shit today. First off, my dad, he now lives with his 3rd wife and my little sister in turkey and I rarely get to see them which alone makes me upset but I know I can't express this. I say I know because when ever I express me being upset before it doesn't solve anything and my dad would say "if you don't like it you can stay somewhere else" (he let's me have his U.K. home when he's at turkey) which just makes me so angry towards him.
Second my older sister, ok so we've been close after all me and her have gone through our parents divorce together but since she's now in Uni and has a boyfriend and has here own life, she's been taking my parents side in arguments a lot more recently which confuses me so much as these arguments are over things like not making my bed or cleaning the dishes immediately after cooking which I don't see a problem with as I do the job eventually plus I'm fucking 18 not some child.
Finally my mum, ok so this is what has made me post this online today, she's moved house for like the 5th time which is constantly disruptive and she makes me help move furniture. Now I wouldn't have a problem with this but 1) It's always during my holidays, a time when I'm looking forward to relaxing or hanging out with friends i spend moving solid oak tables and queen sized beds about the place for about 3 days straight. 2) When I'm moving the stuff she's constantly bitching about me saying "What's wrong with you?" when I'm struggling to lift a table for about the 3rd time or "I'm sick of your attitude, you're nearly 18" just because I don't have a smile on my face or I'm asking to have a rest because lifting shit all day is a killer and 3) she does nothing! literally she only lifts small boxes and then complains when I'm not doing a job spot on why doesn't she hire professionals?!Bear in mind that this happens every time we move, she snaps at me, we get upset and then we apologise.
But today when this happened I had a good 2 and a half hours to think and all I could think was "I want to get in my car and drive to my dad's house and crash there" I just didn't care about mum anymore and she was all like "I'm so disappointed in you, I don't need you" all of this being said after she was "crying" and "apologizing" mind you. I just can't take anymore shit, I have A-level exams, I'm planning for uni, I get harassed at school and this shit about my family I just can't take anymore, it's like I'm empty or something. Is this normal?