Is it normal to not expect an answer?

Is it normal..
To feel so much from watching a movie, yes the ones made to make you feel something, but even so, to not be able to stop crying throughout; to have to stop watching the movie so that it doesn't feel so hard to breathe; to feel sore and have to hold back tears everytime you think of that movie?

To feel embarassed when a song you like is played out loud in front of others, regardless of if they know you like it or not; to feel sad when you hear it somewhere popular because it's as though something special has been made "common"?

To have friends you like, yet not at all feel like being "social"; to love and be loved by family, yet prefer to be alone and not at all feel bad about it?

To be forgotten by the only person you've ever been intimate with, and not do a single thing about it because you don't want to waste their time?

To find it so hard to handle or bear the thought of some of the ideas, notions, concepts regarding loose/easy/casual sex or of people cheating and be driven crazy by it when it's bought up?

To have no ambitions, or motivation to make or do anything with your life; to not want anything from life aside from "praying" that you can just die, just move on, without actually killing yourself (because of the hurt you'd leave behind and because you're too weak to) because there are *Oh so many* things in this world that are just *too much* and you can't help but be constantly overwhelmed and just want it to stop?

To not really expect an answer?

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59% Normal
Based on 59 votes (35 yes)
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  • PoeticDreamer

    I've felt all of those things at least once. Well, I haven't cried for hours over a movie, but I have over a song.

    In regard to the last one, I've been there, and it passed. Things have got a lot better and more interesting now, and I've got better at just not thinking about the things which are too much, and I've started feeling that life is worth it. I don't know what's triggered this exactly, I think it's just growing up, experiencing better things and meeting better people.

    You'll be okay :)

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  • PoisonFlowers

    Normal.

    AHhhh typing is hard since things are spnning. But it's normal. Sorry for the crap andwer. I'm off to bed now.

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