Is it normal to not care if my life ended tomorrow?
I’m 19 and I’ve never dated or kissed anyone ever. All the guys I’ve ever encountered to just end up being friends with me. I feel like I’m never gonna date anyone. Ever.
Other than that, my life is so boring and it seems like no one genuinely cares about me. I feel like my life (other than my job) hasn’t changed since I was 16. Nothing seems to go right for me and I try to be happy throughout every situation but sometimes it’s so hard to be positive when there’s nothing to be positive about. My friends never ask me to do anything, no one ever contacts me to see how I’m doing and if they contact me it’s because they need something, and I just feel like if I died nothing in anyone’s life would change. Like yeah people might be sad but after a few days everyone would be totally normal.