Is it normal to never have been with someone ?
I compare myself to everyone. It takes a lot for me to talk to people because I'm shy, I am learning and I'm far better than I was. I'm nearly 23 and I've never had a boyfriend. Liked guys and been interested yes. But up until 18 I was too Afraid looked down on myself cause I was always bullied. At 18 someone spoke to me and it gave my confidence a boost, nothing happened and it didn't work but it lifted me, spoke to a few others but nothing worked. I don't go out looking but the fact is i don't know how. I don't know if I'm ready, I just want to meet someone and for it to flow. But my parents are worried which makes me worry. My mum has pushed me so much. My friends all have partners so that knocks my confidence.
And I don't know if it's my mums fault but every decent guy I see I wonder if it's him I'll be with so then I get shy and self conscious.
I do want to meet someone I really do. Want to have kids and the lot.
I don't know what's wrong with me. It's like I'm still a little girl and don't want to grow up.