Is it normal to masturbate to porn of yourself?
Ok so a while back I did this photo / video shoot that was... well, porn. It was all completely solo stuff, there was nobody else in the shots and video except me.
I looked at everything once it was finished of course. The pictures were nice but didn't turn me on. Then I watched the video... and I got really horny. I've been masturbating to that video for a while now.
I don't think I'm a huge narcissist or anything! Often times I even dislike the way I look, but for some reason seeing myself do that drives me crazy! Is it normal? Or am I just f'd up?