Is it normal to masturbate to murder, gore and torture
Im I mean I'm good looking I'm smart I'm funny most of you would never even expect this from a guy like me if you saw me but I have this weird compulsion I really try to not do it but the more I resist the more and more porn i watch videos I watch .I masturbate to beheadings, burning, hangings you name it I watch and Jack off to it I just love murder something about watching the life drain out of peoples faces arouses me God sometimes I just want to watch it all day I just want to know am I normal I don't think I will ever hurt anyone it's all fantasy but does any one else struggle with sadistic urges