Is it normal to love your best friend
well im in love with my best friend,. IM the male in this story.. But yea to get to the point ive know this girl for 8 years now.. We use to talk on the phonr to 8am in the morning every night when we were younger. Then we stop talking for a bit but soon latt=er we started talking again. And we even better best friends.. But when i started talking to her again. She was dating this guy. They are still currently dating.. Its been two years but they are pretty much done.. He move to new york and is not coming back down.. But back to the point. We started talking again and i found out her dad lived a block away and she came down to vist him every 2 weeks. So the next time she came down i took her ice skating. At that time i was crushing on her. Things ent good. Then like the next following week she came back to her dads and we hung out her house under the blankets together watching movies all night. Maybe like a year later she moves into her dads house cause of mother proploms.... She started going to my school and i would walk her home everyday and hang out everyday at her house.. We would skip school ad come to my house and sleep in the same bed and everything.. She would alwasy say how we would be the perfect couple and how when she likes a boy she looks into him . And when she did that to me she dident find anything bad that i was perfect. She liked me when we went ice skating but she dident tell me untill a couple months ago.. But to the point. Just last week i asked her to prom and she said yes and was very happy and excited. We danced all night that night at prom. the way she grinded on me was a way best friends dont dance lol.. we also slow danced and all. But my feelings dident kick in untill the next day.. Realizeing how much i love this girl. I thought about prom and how she gave off hints. Saying did i get to do everything at prom if notlet her know.. And cute stuff. But now im deeply in love with her and cant stop thinking of her. Ive always had feeling but not to the point i want to tell her cause it wasent that bad. But after prom seeing how beatiuf she looked , i relized i love her. She is the perfect girl for me. And i know that for sure. I have a big feeling she likes ,e too. I was going to tell her this week, But her brother is having open heart surgery. So its not a good time. But the baby is good now so im waiting for the rightmoment.......
She would say how we are like brother and sister and stuff. But she also says flirty things and asking how she looks every day.
There was a time when she saw me walking this girl home. and after i took that girl home i went to her house. She asked who she was and what were we doing .... i told her she is a friend and she came over and i told her that we had sex.. She said she felt mad and jealous.... Whic makes a good sign..
I just think of the bad out comes.. But i need her in my life.. I LOVE HER
There som much to type but this keyboard is messed up and fingers are hurting lol