Is it normal to love the old women?

Most of the old women I love are mutton dressed as lamb, and I would kiss them on the cheek. I love, for instance, Wendy, and especially my mother (Jennifer), and I would hug and kiss her. Wendy is a sweet woman who works at the facility I lived in for too long, and sometimes I would kiss her, besides that, when I talk to her we have a good relationship going (not romantically involved). Mandy, her girlfriend, is a difficult one. Would you say that an old woman who suggests me to do something other than what I do is accepting me the way I am? I don't think so, she's a nagging old woman (also mutton dressed as lamb) and wants me to follow her ideals, but when religion comes into it it's a big debate over respect and special treatment (with anyone, not just the old women). Christian Science wasn't catered to and I'm angry about that, the doctors are forcing meds on me and it used to be against my religion, I'm glad I changed religion, the other one didn't work! But why should I listen to old women saying to me 'we all have to go against our beliefs', get real! Beliefs must be respected, they must be feared! If I can't play cards because it's a sin, no one has any right to decide the sacrilege of playing cards against my will, especially making me do it, therefore all authorities other than the church are wrong, and old women are arguing with me that doctors need to inject me, against my religion! It makes me very very angry. Nobody caters to Christian Science so the relationship with old women is my love of them talking it through saying they know I'm frustrated. My mother has a different view of this: it upsets her when an authority is forcing me to go against my own religion. And the joke is I'll go to hell if they keep it up. Nobody cares! Doctors I hate very much (which I lovingly tell old women about), and are sacrilegious. Is any of this normal?