Is it normal to love the feeling of sunburn

I work at Safari Tan and I love to climb in the tanning bed and lay there for hours. The only problem is that I am a ginger and burn very very easily. I get so burnt that I get blisters. I love the feeling of sunburn. The pain is overwelming and gets me sexual aroused. I go home and rub one out using Aloe Vera as lube. I love this sooooo much is it normal?