Is it normal to love sucking his cock?
I've always hated giving past lovers blowjobs, and on the rare occasion that I would, it would be done more out of a feeling of obligation than anything else. My current, live in boyfriend and I weren't having sex as often as I thought, with us being a "new" couple and all, we should. So, one day while he was working I checked his web history, and found that, pretty much daily, he was watching porn, but more specifically videos of blowjobs and facials. At first I was hurt, feeling like that's why we had no sex life. I felt disgusting (I'm 5'2, 125 lbs, blue eyes, long dark hair, with a pretty face) which I know I'm not. Next time we had sex I decided to finish him off in my mouth... I got more turned on by it than I ever had. Now I suck his cock regularly, anticipating the moment that he's going to blow his load all over my face and mouth. I'm at the point now that I do it more for me than for him. And I want him to start being more aggressive with it (pulling my hair, slapping my face with it, forcing it down my throat, tying/holding down my hands) is this normal?