Is it normal to love my own music?
I love to compose and produce my own music. Been playing the Piano since a few years old, and later started producing myself too.
The thing is: I am in love with what I do. I’m convinced that I write the best melodies on earth. They give me a certain feeling, I can’t really explain, but they have some sort of vibe that I love…
I showed a song to a friend for example, and he liked it a lot. He had been listening to it for a while, and some weeks later or so he told me he was still listening to it, and how he loved it. I responded something like “I know, I love it too, so much!” and got some weird looks. As if I was all full of myself…
But isn’t it normal, I mean, the stuff I write is just… *me*, you know? It comes from my heart so I guess it’s what I feel, isn’t it normal that I like it? If I wouldn’t like my own stuff it would be weird, wouldn’t it, I mean if I wouldn’t like it, why would I write it in the first place? I’d just throw the project away and start new… but this vibe my songs carry have a deeper meaning for me, I think that’s why I’m so in love with them.
Yesterday night at almost 3 AM I did a draft for a new song and I’m listening to it all the time, YES I DO LOVE IT!