Is it normal to love my crush this much?
I have had this crush for a while and these feelings won't go away. I'm in love with him and when school was still in session, I heard he got a girlfriend and I imagined myself killing her multiple times. I even planned it, her locker was right across from mine.
I thought i was the one he liked(we have the same name) and when I figured out it was her, I imagined myself getting a gun and shooting her multiple times. Also, I imagined me stabbing her to death.
Also, I figured out his entire school schedule and would purposely try to walk by him in the hall everyday.
If I can't have him, why can other girls can? No one loves him like I do. Is this just an obsession and not true love?