Is it normal to love marijuana but not even use it
I love marijuana as a plant for what it is , how it smells , what it does for people , how it looks , the grow process of it .. the art of the strains and crossing them and the different benefits they can provide medically however I don't even smoke it . I used to as a teenager and do not now . I suffered some derealisation after eating some , I don't fully know how it happened or how it triggered it really .. not sure how to even stop it or if it ever goes away but I still love weed even though it did this to me . I once in a blue moon have one puff maybe but not often at all ever because it gives me anxiety and auditory and / or visual hallucinations - perception distortions that I just don't really like , I prefer the mild effects of marijuana . is it normal to love this plant so much but not use it? I would love to grow it commercially for a living if it was somehow possible or have a dispensary if it was legal here in Canada where I live but I don't even use it .