Is it normal to love everyone you ever met and want to kill just one?

Ever since I was 5, when I first saw my sisters adoptive mother beating her, I have wanted to kill her. I fantasize about it regularly about how I will get my revenge. But the weird thing is this is the one person in the world I hate. I have an issue where I care about everyone in the world. LOVE them. But not Diane. I sometimes think I would impale her over and over...or maybe hit her with a truck...But the thing is even though my sister died in a car accident this year. I still want to kill Diane yet have no hate for the man that ended my sisters life? Is this normal? Does Diane deserve to die for sexually and physically abusing her adopted daughter? Or am I just crazy?

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Based on 38 votes (28 yes)
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  • Jener

    id want to kill her too. im careing much in the same way and hate people that abuse others. regardless of what you beleive everyone has their reasons for what they do(even if we dont understand them). some people simply cant control their behavior which can include anger. other times people are a productof their environment. the best thing anyone could do is get them help and get the child out of the environment. sometimes people can even feel guilty and responsible for being unable to help(possibly where your anger comes from). but one thing to keep in mind is that it doesnt helpto dwell on the past and on what has already happend that you cant change, instead focus on the now and the future and possibly those You can help.

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  • disco_diva

    My boyfriends adoptive mother done awful things to him too and I would happily do time for her. I am truly sorry for ur loss and maybe some help with this would channel ur negative energy and thoughts into something positive

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  • JustHer

    It's normal that you feel this way, I would if I saw the same things as you.

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  • canada87

    Seem like you should get help.

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