Is it normal to live a complicated life?
I know myself isn't normal, but a lot of the things I do are very complicated and a lot harder to do than people think. An example is feeding me the correct foods, they're not easy or simple to make, they're difficult to make and very complicated, that's why Mum is likely to make the foods wrong, that is, if they exclude oil (and fat), salt, chilli, meat, sucrose, etc, does any of you realize how hard and complicated this is? Very much so. Not a simple vegetarian diet of just lettuce and greens with a dressing of oil, vinegar and any salt desired, which is simple, it's a lot harder and more complicated than that, think salade nicoise, the most complicated salad in the world, and eliminate the oil, salt and fish and exclude avocados to make it authentic, that's a very hard/complicated dish to make if you get it right, also it needs vegetables, such as chickpeas, shallots in the vinaigrette, broccoli, cauliflower, carrots, tomatoes (such as cherry tomatoes), and green beans, so complicated that Mum has to constantly consult me as to what a salade nicoise is. She finally made me the correct food for my diet (even though it's not authentic), she says it's easy, bullshit! Try making food for me and see how easy it is! It's not meant to be easy, but as complicated as possible, I like challenges. The green vegan burgers I made are simple, and not complicated but the workers where I live were convinced it was too difficult. It's simple: it's all green, few ingredients, easy to understand, easy to make, and not showy. Even the buns are green (I baked them myself). However my life is complicated and I like doing things that are too hard, like science and the world's most complicated philosophies which are also difficult to understand (and I understand them). The truth I state I understand, I'm not stupid, mad or idiotic, I'm not insane, I'm not silly or ridiculous, and I'm not only human, doing stupid things sometimes, I don't do stupid things at all, do you think geniuses are human? They're not, they do things beyond what's human and therefore superhuman. That's complicated: it's difficult to analyze and especially it's difficult and troublesome to understand, very complicated!
Supergenius which is what I use despite any words of the contrary, is complicated, in fact I increased my intelligence/brain by 75% not long ago making everyone else look average, including supergeniuses (who now look average to me), so much brainpower (words of the contrary are delusional) and so sane (ditto) that it can't by anyone get even one atom more extreme than that. In fact I have too many atoms in my brain, so sane I wouldn't even take my medicine (despite beliefs and opinions of the contrary), in fact I'm not any more labelling myself, simple as Angelici is when I excessively worshipped angels it gets more complicated when I'm an atheist who does it, and militant atheism is complicated (many many parts intricately combined), in fact I stated nonbelief in any sort of public fashion, I openly stated there's no God, I even said angels created the world not God, I admit this is a religion (despite atheist belief of the contrary), therefore if I was just an atheist I would be following a religion as all atheists do, admit it! I'm also a religious atheist: I believe in religions (sects like hoodoo, Angelici, magick, black mirror scrying, and Luciferianism) without gods. Is any or all of this normal?