Is it normal to like watching women pee

I like to watch women urinate. I love the smell in the toilet, especially during that time of the month. It instantly turns me on, and I wish I could have my mouth where the toilet bowl is. My ultimate dream is to have an older woman like Susan Sarandon, Nancy Pelosi or Hillary Rodham Clinton put on knee high black leather boots with nothing else but her b-day suit and then have her sit on my face and urinate in my nose and mouth like water boarding.