Is it normal to like traps and have crossdressing desires?
Lately I've been finding myself looking up pictures of crossdressing traps. I only like the very feminine ones. The ones that give you no indication they are actually men. I find it rather fascinating that these men are able to make these transformations to become such attractive women. I do have a girlfriend and I can't ever think of being with a guy but, traps are this gray area I can't seem to understand. I also have a desire to become a trap myself. I fantasize about a day where my girlfriend and I could both look like a couple of sexy ladies and have sort of a girls night thing you know. However I'm afraid to admit any of these things to her for fear of her not accepting it and breaking up with me. We've been together for quite a while and I wouldn't want that to happen. I don't know what to do and it's a bit of a bummer. I think the reason why I'm so drawn to this trap world is because I have a feminine side of me that's itching to get out. However, it's staying bottled up and may never come out. I would like for something to work though. Anyone struggle with similar issues? Anyone have any advice?