Is it normal to like to have oral sex with your dad
I've been scared to talk to anyone about this but I'm 21 yrs old and my dad and I have been having oral sex since I was 9 yrs old that's when I started my period he over heard me telling my mom she went to work that night and it was just my dad me and my brother home I was sleep my dad came in my room woke me up and said we had to talk and what he wanted to talk to me about he needed me to trust him and know that he wouldn't do anything to hurt me just make me feel good I said ok daddy let's talk he start saying do you trust your daddy I said yes daddy I trust you he said do you believe I wouldn't tell you anything wrong I said yes daddy he said I heard you talking to your mom about your period coming on I dropped my head and said I'm sorry daddy did I disappoint you he said yes Baby girl you have let your daddy down I said I'm sorry daddy don't be mad at me I'll do anything you say he started to rub my face and I was a daddy's girl my daddy could do no wrong to me after rubbing my face he asked if I would let him touch my chest I said would you not be disappointed if I said no he said yes so I let him because I hated to disappoint my dad he told me I was making him happy he then asked if he could take his clothes off and get in bed with me I said yes daddy he said take off your clothes and let daddy hold you I started thinking this is wrong I said daddy I'm scared I don't think this is right he said baby girl I'm your dad I would never hurt you do you trust me I said yes I do he took off his clothes while I took off mine he got under the covers with me and pulled me closer and said see daddy just wants to be closer to his baby girl we laid there for like 5 minutes then he said baby girl I'm still not happy I said daddy please tell me what I can do to make it up to you he said let me taste you and you taste me I said no daddy that's not right he said I'm your daddy and I'll never hurt you I just want to make you feel good I said mommy will be mad at me if I do he said it'll be our secret I won't tell and you don't tell I said you promise not to tell he said if you promise I promise I said oh daddy I promise I'll never tell anybody so he tells me to lay on my back close my eyes and relax so I did he opened my legs and said a beautiful baby girl he started kissing me down there and I jumped he said did I hurt you I said no it tickled so he open my lips and started kissing and licking my clit it tickled but actually started to feel good he asked me was I ok and was I hurting him I said no daddy it feels good he said that's my baby girl then he said are you ready to taste your daddy I said yes he said all you have to do is suck the head and make daddy happy make daddy feel like he just made you feel so that's what I did he said I love you baby girl I said I love you too daddy he didn't cum in my mouth he said I wasn't ready for that yet but we've continued up to now and I still like it and really don't want to stop I'm confused on what to do should I get helped should I tell my mom should I just shut up and continue to do this please let me know what you think