Is it normal to like to black out and hate the comedown of ecstacy?
I LOVE Ecstacy. I love dancing like a maniac on my own and having no recollection of how I got from point A to point B. The ONLY thing I hate is that disgusting feeling of embarrassment and disappointment when the high is over. It's like crashing down from on top of a mountain and landing on your head. Boom, the world makes no sense, boom you want to die, boom, life sucks.
I love the effects.
I hate that it wears off.
It's not drug addiction because I rarely use it. Whenever I do, I want the feeling of euphoria to last forever.