Is it normal to like to black out and hate the comedown of ecstacy?

I LOVE Ecstacy. I love dancing like a maniac on my own and having no recollection of how I got from point A to point B. The ONLY thing I hate is that disgusting feeling of embarrassment and disappointment when the high is over. It's like crashing down from on top of a mountain and landing on your head. Boom, the world makes no sense, boom you want to die, boom, life sucks.
I love the effects.
I hate that it wears off.
It's not drug addiction because I rarely use it. Whenever I do, I want the feeling of euphoria to last forever.

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  • GoraIntoDesiGals

    I feel this with alcohol.

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  • JoeyB123

    Of course you hate comedown. Everyone does.

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  • dalmationUntoyourSoul

    everything has a price. if you have all your good times for the week in one long night your are bound to feel bad for a couple of days. if you can take a nice bath or smoke herb and lie on a grassy hill or whatever you fancy it might help you cope with the come downs easier. i think the come-down from lsd can be extremely introspective and in an exaggerated way point to parts of you life that may need work.

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  • karmasAbich

    Yeah its normal. I just stick to weed though.

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  • LightningTechnician

    Yes that's quite normal.

    Simple solution: Don't use them?

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